I am feeling completely anxious about a wee little thing that occurred as 2011 became 2012. It was intentional. We had discussed it at some length. I even aired it amongst some confidants for further sound-boarding. None of this reduces the anxiety I'm currently experiencing tho.
This wee little thing is really more of a mere delay. A delay that carries some repercussions, but a delay nonetheless. The resolution of that delay is completely overwhelming me. Which solution(s) to go with? There's options that I really want to do, but they're not in the best interest of the family at this time. Even if I won the lottery I never play they wouldn't be viable within the time frame I need them to be viable within. So which alternative configuration is going to best serve my purpose AND serve my family??
This all started as a need to be of service to my family and it has yet to be so.
And to top it all off---the baby is suffering because of my lapse in food judgement. I mistakenly had dairy and his poor bowels are "tore up." Nothing but a fury of fretting over here. How's your neck of the woods?
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